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Yesterdaymy bf and I had a a little picnic in the snow. It was so nice and sweet and like a little fairy tale.
He surprised me with it by telling me to come over asking for help on his chem hwm. SO i came over and then his mom told me that he was in his yard. And then I came outside and he was sitting there underneath his big pine tree with this comforter and food.
It was so romantic. It was dark outside and I was so speechlee. We drank hot chocolate and ate pizza pockets. And I wasnt cold at all because we were sitting so close.
So later on, after i think 2 hours later, it was about 11pm and my butt was all wet and it was getting kinda chilly. We decided to go in. So i guess he noticed i was kinda cold. So he offered to lend me some of his clothes. So then i was like "sure" why not. (Keep in mind we were in his room in the basement)
So he lent me those big grey joggin pants i put the, on while he went and get the portable heater. So then when he came back in the room. I was wearing just his joggins and this tank top ( i had tooked off my jacket and my sweater was wet)
So then he stopped in the middle of the doorway and he just gave me this little grin. So then I was like "hello??..can i help you??" Cuz i felt kinda creeped out by him just standing there just looking at me up and down. It was a really strange look he was giving me. REally creepy. So he was like "oh my..what do we got here?" And i laughted. And then he shut the door and locked it and came closer to me as i sat on the bed. And I didnt think much of it because his parents were home....or so i thought!
So then he goes and we start talking about random stuff and he keeps on inching closer and closer to me. So then while Im in the middle of explaining this chemical formula to him he suddenly jumped on me and knocked me over on the bed and started to tickle me. Im a really good spaz so i scream and kick.
So while im doign that, he just like, laughting and stuff. And then he stops and laughts and says "oh man, you are definalty something else" and then, he kisses me.
So that kiss turns into a bit of hair twirling then he starts climbling on top of me and putting his hands up my shirt.
So then i just let him and then it continued on for awhile and I go "Okay i think we better stop, ppl might walk in" and then he goes "no my parents are not home they went to see the nutcracker".
Soi i start to panick cuz i i knew their'd be no stoppping him. So then he put his heands down my pants and i struggled a bit and he seemed to be like..really not happy when i was like "okay okay lets slow down" so i let it continue on for a bit.
He was roughtly fingering me and stuff and it hurt like hell. And when he took off his shirt it was all too much so i was like "OKay stop stop" and he just ignored me. So then he pulled down his pants and his penis was sticking out and poking me between the legs. And then he suddenly pulled down my pants so that his penis was like..you know inside me. And then it hurt like hell cuz he starts like...i dont knw..jumping up and down and moving around like crazy. I was like..crying cuz he was hurting me with his hands up my shirt squeezing me so hard. And then he was just moaning and stuff. It was horrible!!
And then when he was "done" he just lay on top of me as I lay thee staring at the ceiling. I felt so dirty. So so dirty. And then he saw my face so he was he got mad saying im selfish cuz i only think about myself and how he though I didnt love him enought. SO i was like :i love you i really do" And he just like...ignored me and put back his clothes. And then he was like..well..you know the drill. Show me your love. So then I went down on my knees while im really feeling dirty and dizzy and i gave him a blowjob and i was just so tired and feling sad. And the think is, i dont think he even noticed i hated "pleasuring him" becuase he was just snapping at me "harder! faster" and stuff. I hate myself
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